i am breathless, so exhuasted that i cant speak anymore. i have i rights to remain silent and silent to the world i will be. The thought of her and the horror behind. Deteriorating i find, like a blackhole, sucking i every inch just to draw i so close to kill i. i think i am selfish, but i don't deserve to be left out. Tonight will be the night that i will understand, i am in the dark. And i am glad in this sick way i learnt things about her. i have died. This is the new I.
